I didn’t realize I had fallen asleep. I was still laying in bed trying to fall asleep and I got up to go to the living room to get my water and then once I got to my side table in the living room, my leg started to hurt (leg is broken in my waking life) so I said in my head “damn I better get back in bed” so I walk down the hall to my room and once I get to my door something starts lifting me up to the ceiling so I grabbed the top of the door frame and then something started to swing me back and forth and I was trying to jump to my bed but I couldn’t. Like I just couldn’t let go. And I was swinging higher and higher until my heels were about to hit the hallway ceiling and then something threw me back down the hall. I hit the floor really hard and it hurt my already broken leg. So I started trying to army crawl to me bed and as I’m crawling I’m trying to scream to God to get me out. But it’s just coming out like a whisper. By then I realize I’m dreaming and start trying to pray to God to get me out. I’m trying to scream “God please wake me up please God help me help me help” but it’s still no more than a strained whisper. I finally get to the bed and lay down and I thought I woke up because I heard my normal voice say “help” and then I look around thinking “oh thank God it’s over” but then my walls started glitching like they were being rewinded like an old VHS. I just think “oh fuck” and I realize I’m still in the dream. I’m terrified something is going to get me so I turn over and I start shaking my boyfriend and I’m trying to scream “baby please help me baby baby please help baby” but again, it’s no more than a whisper. Then my boyfriend sits up and stares at me but his eyes are empty like it wasn’t really him. But I’m still trying to tell him to help me and finally I wake up saying “baby”. My boyfriend never heard me. I never even moved and I never shook him.
This dream may represent feelings of helplessness, fear, and a lack of control in your waking life, potentially stemming from your broken leg and the challenges you are facing. The sensation of being lifted up to the ceiling and then thrown back down could symbolize a sense of being overpowered by external forces beyond your control. The inability to scream or call for help at full volume may indicate feelings of frustration or being unable to express your needs adequately in real life.
The glitching walls and the unsettling presence of your boyfriend with empty eyes could suggest feelings of unreality or confusion about your surroundings and relationships. It may also reflect a sense of distortion or disconnection from reality.
Overall, this dream could be a reflection of the anxiety and distress you may be experiencing due to your physical condition and the emotional strain it has placed on you. It may be helpful to explore these feelings further and consider seeking support or finding healthy coping mechanisms to address any underlying fears or anxieties.